Children, God's angels.

I wouldn't want one right now but I don't mean I don't want any in the future. Sure I've heard so many horrid things from the first month to the delivery bed and that still gives me creeps, especially on the operations part.*pukes!*
And I've heard so many sacrifices that the couple (And more on the ma ma) must made for the new adjustment for the new member. Oh, don't get me started on the money part. The maintenance costs are astronomical! And the worst thing that might happen is that kid may turn up to be an ungrateful brat.

I remember when I was young and ignorant, I thought I would wanna marry young (like 24,25) and have kids all before 28. Heck that! I'm alreayd 23 this year and do you seriously think I can still acheive that? If I am marry by 28, I should thank God for the bless on the financial part. My thinkings are if you can't afford to live the things needed(like a house at least) in a family, don't start a new one.What is the point of getting married then? I don't even wanna do my ROM if a car is not purchase. I don't fancy that status...yet.

But then again children are the cutest blessings you can ever have. You seriously are missing something which you can't explain until you have them.
Sure that when they grow up,it's another story but again you can't explain the rationality behind that.Even if it for that short few years, even if you know you are gonna leave them one day, you would still do it..I guess?

This thought was evoked when I saw Shuyi's newborn. (Btw, she is only 21. I know she would marry young but mother at 21?I can't get over it.)

Hmmm...But I don't have any yet. I am still a child inside..and I can't get enough of being one.